just wanna be...like we use to

its getting there...

my italian inspired nighty is on the way to being finished...

i gathers the pieces i had to gather...now i have to embroider it all fancy like...

i wanted to piece it together first just to give myself a rough idea of what it will look like...

im not too worried about it...i have a picture in my head and i am sure it will come out that way...and if not im fine with that too...

im so easy going...what ever it becomes it becomes...and if i can wear it on some sexy seductive night then all the better!

i cant wait to start doing this kind of stuff for a living...i think custom work would be even better...there is just too much mass produced stuff out there right now...its gross

the stress from class today is playing with my head and i cant seem to see straight...

you know when you find something out about someone you have known all your life...something that alters your view of them...but then eventually the shock wears off and you get over it...well the shock is not wearing off and i dont know why...

and the person i am talking about is not even hot boy...

i think the stress of things and all this craziness every 5 seconds is messing with my mind...misplaced anger much??? LORD (new fav. word) i is mental tonight...

i need a vacation desperatly...5 days left of school...

MUSIC - Matthew Good Band - Under The Influence