say it ain't so...your love is a life taker...

i never really realized how much weather could affect someones mood as much as it does when you are already in a bad one...and even if your not totally in a bad mood shitty weather just puts you in the barrel with the rest of it...

its raining again and i never knew i could actually hate rain this much...i guess i can...its making me feel like death...from above...1979...

im at my internship right now and i get to spend all day taking pictures of clothes then photoshopping them and making them pretty...im quite excited about it...you tend to be more excited over the little things especially when you dont get to do them all the time...for example actually being on a computer at work that lets you blog and email people...

look at me being all classy in these pictures...its kinda funny how i can go from a total man dressed in scrubs helping my dad fix the car to a pretty dress and fancy beads...i have so many facets to me that i cant just stick with one and be that...sometimes i wanna be a skater...sometimes i wanna be a punk...sometimes i wanna be a stuck up rich girl from the hamptons...im so many things in one even i get confused...

i listened to weezer on the drive in this morning and sang every song...it was nice...i hadn't done that in a while...

anyways i should go...its going to take me like 5 years to do this picture taking project...and it has to be done for tomorrow...

yea...well...we'll see about that...

holla

**EDIT - the sun is now out and its hella bright...and im off work!!! oh goodness**