i dont want to hold you back from being an international superstar who gets fucked on home video night vision

steven hawking

fittings were yesterday and all went well for the most part...i mean i was in a room with a bunch of models in their underwear and sometimes less...both female and MALE...this one male model was like 7 feet tall and super super skinny and had the most amazing longish black emo hair/bang combo going on and he wore his pants low and i actually drooled...

one of the male models was way cocky and i wanted to smack him upside the head but for the most part they were tall, skinny, and emo/indy which was very nice...and the majority of the male clothes are super ass tight and emo/indy british rocker...it will be a pleasure watching them walk down the runway three times next week...not to mention the fiesta that is the dress rehearsal on tuesday night...

i cant believe it is less then a week away...four years for this one moment of glory...crazy i tell you...the stress of it all is finally starting to mount and its a little scary...what the hell am i going to do with everything...

i guess i'll figure it out...theres no time to think right now...matt is harassing me to go eat lunch with him...maybe i'll bring the pictures of the male models with me...rowr