can you hear the drums fernando? no, not fernando pisani...

i feel like a zombie...walking around not thinking...doing random things just to pass the time...so the day will go to sleep and the next one will wake up...ive been getting up earlier and earlier every day...its my time to sleep in but my body wont let me...then 10pm rolls around and im out like a light...i have become so lame!!!

theres only a couple more days of school left and i would really love to just skip it all and have it over with...but i cant do that...once thats over there in begins the process of trying to find a job and trying not to panic when none of the options pan out...

its wednesday which means there are only2 more days in the week before the weekend so i guess thats good...its just over half way thank god...today feels sad...its kinda weird when you're in constant communication with someone and then all of a sudden theres none...yea this week is just weird...but i guess a little weirdness in life makes it interesting...

i have to go to school in 2 hours and schmooze people...i think im going to organize my cds since i have 2 hours to spare...weird

in other news, i think chad is bringing me back one of the members of ABBA from sweden...im not sure which one tho...i hope to someday collect all four...i'll get them to sing me 'Fernando'...