for someone who never smiles...you sure have a lot of laugh lines

whoa...too many pictures in the last post...

chad, dario and i were talking the other day...sitting around the pool...relaxing after a day of work...about where we are in out lives compared to other people...

all these peeps from high school add me to facebook and whatnot...and i read their profiles and look at their pictures and they are all hanging out with the exact same people they did in high school and everyone is still best friends and they still think they are the coolest people ever...

it seems like no one has changed...everyone is still the same...in the same spot...just the same...

i know that i am nothing like i was in high school...thank god for that...

and sometimes i look at myself...and i look at what i have accomplished and i realize that ive done a lot so far...i never give myself credit for it cause i always think 'well of course i should be able to do that'...i always think im so tough...


i went to school...i got a degree...and a month later i got the exact position i was looking for with an amazing company...

i think that is a great accomplishment...


and now what is the next big adventure...renovations...my god...

im 22 and i am project manager in renovating an entire condo from top to bottom...what am i thinking!!!

i am substituting fun, parties, relaxation, and a tan for stress, frustration, long nights, hard work, and im sure there will be some fights in there some where...

but i guess thats the difference right there...while the rest of my friends are traveling the world and going off and having fun...i am sacrificing a little now to be ahead later...

either im crazy...or im smart...

right now im just loosing my mind...