waiting for lunch to happen

i have no pictures. i have become lazy. its a hassle being at an event and running around trying to capture every moment while living none of it. so because of that i am lacking in the picture department.

saturday nights wedding was fun. we looked really hot but as you guessed it there are no pictures of us, taken by me anyways. i really liked my outfit cause i got it from work. chad started to take pictures but the memory card was full so i began to deleate pictures. then i looked up for a second and pressed the worng button. i deleated everything on my camera. pictures i hadnt uploaded yet. pictures from the family picnic. pictures taken in the car the night before while we were stuck on the highway in the middle of the night because it was closed due to an accident. GONE. they were gone. then i got pissed at myself for being stupid agian.

ive gotten into this funk again. it usually happens once a year where i get totally emo on sunday nights and monday mornings. i dont look forward to getting up and going to work. i dont want the weekend to end. i dont want to go to sleep and wake up in the same old same old. its weird how this sunday night emo come every now and then but it just gets me so down. i wish i had holidays this summer but alas there is no time to relax.

damnit. i started to write this post and then work got in the way and now the momentum is gone and i forgot what the point of this post was going to be (if there even was a point). i think i just wanted to waste some time.

i want some lunch.