you dont know what love is you just do what you're told

i have a lot of time to waste this week...it is the calm before the fashion storm that is spring production...its odd how you will get an entire week where there is nothing but tiny jobs to do that slowly fill up parts of your day...and then the week later you can barely breath and have to stay late every night...fashion is an emotional rollercoaster...

ive been printing coloured pictures of friends and whatnot to stick on the big window in front of my desk...its the only wall space i have...plus it gives me something to do when no one is looking...and it gives me something to look at when i want to die of boredum...

today is halloween and my moms birthday...there will be no dressing up which makes me sad...however alicia and i decided to do SOMETHING...so i wore my lumberjack hat and she dressed as an 80s dancer...tonight will prob. be lame with me yelling at all the hooligan kids that piss me off every year because i am 80 years old and hate people walking around in the middle of the night being asshats...plus chad will be hella paranoid cause his car will be parked outside my house and so the whole night will just be filled with worry...

maybe i will make chad wear something funny tonight...i will post pictures tomorrow...

oh yea i remember a story...its short...but anyways...last night some guys from strata came over to look at the deck cause its rotting and they are going to re due it...they spent like half an hour looking around and what not...then they left and decided to hang out in the hallway to discuss their decision...mean while...chad oblivious to this decided to belt out 'can you feel the love tonight' in full volume deep man voice...i burst in hysteria...he gives me a strange look like 'its not that funny'...so i say to him...you do know they are standing right out there in the hall...and if we can hear them talk im pretty sure they just heard you sing that...hahahaha...the look on his face was priceless...

it was funny...

im glad my boo boos is home...

omg did i just say that...

death cramps are making me delirious...

deliiiiriiiouuuusssss...WOOHOO...i like posts when i go crazy...CRAZY...

i want soup.

and pills.