buzzed on caffeine for a plum photoshoot to decorate the office

this is not today...

i am currently abusing the right to drink coffee...

i am sitting at my desk...alicia is behind me...she works on the website and stuff...we are drinking coffee and talking to each over via msn even through she is two feet away from me...

we are giddy...very very giddy...

we have decided that our work space is boring and we need to revamp it...there are changes going on...claudia the designer is moving into the big office...we finally got a production manager and she gets the little office...and alicia and me...we got space...space that needs to be decorated...

we asked and they said yes...this makes us giddy on top fo the coffee high giddy...

except we have work to do and so we cant technically waste time decorating...well...maybe we can...hahaha

we are going to do a photoshoot and then print the pictures on our new fancy laser printer and then hang them in our space...

maybe we should get a plant...

i dunno everything is dirty and gross...i should clean it all tomorrow morning...

my mind is going very fast...

i never drink coffee...so i feel pretty jittery right now...haha

love

ugh i have to go to the factory and explain to them about samples and canges and i dont want to move from my chair...alicia wants me to hurry up and finish writing so she can read my post...

maybe i will seduce her into the world of blogging...and all its many whory benifits...HA...

im wearing a white t-shirt that matts mom got from Holt Renfrew but it didnt fit her so she gave it to me...im sure it was like a fiddy buck t-shirt as well...but its classy...

matt and i email each other every day with our classy work tag lines at the end of our emails that make us feel like we have important jobs...

ok...coffee ran out...and now my typing hands are tired...

i should do something before i feel sick from this coffee...

alicias not in tomorrow...this is the face i will make when i realize that tomorrow morning - :(

i will be forced to be bored...

ok...FACTORIES...

im sorry for my frantic giddy retardo post...

but it doesnt mean i love you any less...

did i mention i also have a huge bag of skittles on my desk...

SCORE

we gonna roll this truckin' convoy

we went to the PNE last night




we saw the super dogs...this is chads dog face...


chad bought me a basset hound cause it was sitting on the sales table the entire show looking at him all sad like pleading for chad to buy him and give him a home...chad can relate to basset hounds...big ears, drool, bing lazy...we named him Convoy...yes we named a stuffed animal...

time for the farm animals...clearly my favorite part...








chad checking out the quality of sheep skin rugs...




bull



time for the beer gardens...clearly chads favorite part...



chad wouldnt buy this

garlic fries from guido = heaven and bad breath


the cousins...ryan and elise





watching the grand finale with la famiglia

good times at the PNE this year...we didnt waste money on the rides cause we'd be sick in a total of 3 minutes...

i saw a million people that i knew...cause im popular and everyone in the damn province goes to the PNE...

there were a lot of 15 year old girls wanting to be picked up...

my brother didnt give us free parking cause he wasnt working...

but it only cost us 10 bucks to get in!

my hair is fading to orange in parts...

waiting for lunch to happen

i have no pictures. i have become lazy. its a hassle being at an event and running around trying to capture every moment while living none of it. so because of that i am lacking in the picture department.

saturday nights wedding was fun. we looked really hot but as you guessed it there are no pictures of us, taken by me anyways. i really liked my outfit cause i got it from work. chad started to take pictures but the memory card was full so i began to deleate pictures. then i looked up for a second and pressed the worng button. i deleated everything on my camera. pictures i hadnt uploaded yet. pictures from the family picnic. pictures taken in the car the night before while we were stuck on the highway in the middle of the night because it was closed due to an accident. GONE. they were gone. then i got pissed at myself for being stupid agian.

ive gotten into this funk again. it usually happens once a year where i get totally emo on sunday nights and monday mornings. i dont look forward to getting up and going to work. i dont want the weekend to end. i dont want to go to sleep and wake up in the same old same old. its weird how this sunday night emo come every now and then but it just gets me so down. i wish i had holidays this summer but alas there is no time to relax.

damnit. i started to write this post and then work got in the way and now the momentum is gone and i forgot what the point of this post was going to be (if there even was a point). i think i just wanted to waste some time.

i want some lunch.

they had burgers and ice cream bars

no one is in the office today...so what does that mean!? i can get all the stuff i wanted to get done done with out any interruptions...and i can take a longer lunch...and i can totally relax...

then the boss phoned and told me if i get this order done i can leave at 3...hello bonus!

today is a good day...and its friday...forget the boredom...

exciting things to look forward to...

• getting off early
• having the condo to myself before chad gets home
• going out to white rock for dinner tonight at the ciavarros - so excited for food!
• shopping all tomorrow morning at the new H&M which is going to be maddness...and then off to my store for some 50% off discounts
• getting some photos printed that are majorly discounted and i get to print out about 200...so excited for pictures
• working on my special 'project'...i got a month or so to get it done and maybe when im finished i will show you what its about
• weddings!!! one wedding saturday day and then another one saturday night and there will be lots of pictures and an open bar and drunkin friends and fabulousness
• finish sanding and staining the cabinet doors of death...i cant wait to get them out of my hair
• touch ups on the condo - molding and door frames...the new bookshelf which only cost us 20 bucks! and painting over the part where pat wrote 'pat rocks' on the wall...hahah bastard!
• then sleep...early to bed sunday morning!!!

how quickly life turns from boring to exciting...

i have two and a half hours to go...i best get started...

ive never loved weekends so much in my life!!!

boooooooooooooooooring

omg shoot me now…

im bored...nothing is exciting...EVERYTHING BORES ME...

i went from 4 weeks of there being not enough time in the day to get everything done and it was mad stress…to now being bored out of my mind!!! theres stuff to do but none of it i want to do and i find myself searching celebrity blogs all day long instead of getting work done…but this in turn makes me hate the internet cause i end up staring at it all day and my brain wants to explode...

there is nothing exciting happening...

the shipping company lost our lining and im suppose to call them cause they didn’t get back to me today but i really don’t want to cause seriously fuck you guys are idiots…

my lunch sucks and that makes me sad…i need some meat...i dont even remember the last time i had meat in my lunch...its just been an explosion of left over veggies...and then by 3 in the afternoon i go crazy cause im just not satisfied with my lunch and i sneak out and go to the gas station and stuff my face with junk food and that makes me feel happy for 3 seconds before i feel sick...

nothing exciting for lunch EITHER...

you know when your alarm wakes you up so you hit snooze but in the 5 minutes that you fall asleep again you have a really involved dream that seems like it really should have taken an hour to occur...this morning i had a 5 minute nightmare where i was at a mall and there were these large screens on the wall playing a documentary of these chicks having abortions and they were showing all the goory details and i almost had a friggin heart attack in seeing these innocent babies killed and i wanted to die...i woke up traumatized...now im not going to get into my personal view on abortions but the thought that occur...and so frequently at that breaks my heart and makes fume...but anyways i cant even think about it cause it will just make me upset...

then it took me a million hours to get dressed cause I have no nice clothes and im bored with everything and all i own is a million concert t-shirts and nothing actually decent enough to wear to work that makes me feel good about myself...there is nothing exciting in my closet...

see the excitement...where has it all gone???

and so here i am having to re due 6 costings cause the price of the fabric changed...i cant stand the thrill...its just too much...

the only thing that de-bores the whole situation is my over reaction to any joke that chad makes...but only because he laughs so hard that it makes me laugh...

this is what i need right now...

new clothes
meat
booze
a party

do you understand how exactly what i want that is

i feel like doing an honesty post...im in the honest mood today...sometimes its just fun and relieving to be honest and communicate your thoughts instead of letting them fester inside of you until you keel over in a fit of tears and you dont know why...

let see if any of this gets me into trouble...

• i dont want my boss to hire a production manager because i dont want to lose the power i just gained
• i have not bought the latest matthew good cd and i dont think i will
• i am scared of ghosts grabbing my bum
• i am majorly, ridiculously, head over heals in love...with a blogger none the less
• sometimes i will work right though lunch so i dont have to go eat lunch in the lunchroom with everyone, but rather i can sit at my desk in peace
• i have eaten cookies for breakfast almost every day for the past 10 years
• i always hated my ass and thought it was too big...until i met someone who who told me he loved it
• i kissed boys in forts made out of boxes when i was in preschool
• i still cozzy up to a blanket every night when i go to bed...but i had to get a new one cause the one i had as a kid fell apart
• your nose hair is long
• as a kid i believed that when we were at the toy store, if i found a toy that didnt have a tag on it then it must have been because it was some kids who lost it, therefore it was fair game for me to take...in other words...i stole from the toy store
• sometimes i want to listen to my music
• i never want to go back in time because i hate the past
• i dont like you because even tho my life is better, a part of me is still jealous of you
• once i had a crush on one of my cousins
• i want to get married next year
• i eat junk food when you arent looking
• when i iron chads shirts i smell them
• i got into a fender bender but didnt tell anyone
• i like that my body is covered in freckles

miso soup

this weekend was insanity...a party every night with maybe an hour of laziness during the day...we were party animals...

friday night we went to some random house party of friends of friends whos house is being torn down...but the party was tame and nothing go destroyed...chad spent the majority of the evening engaged in a fooze ball mini tournament which he says he dominated and even tho he was playing doubles he was the reason for all the wins...ha...

then he got mad at me for not being proud of his fooze ball dominance...

saturday night brandon was in town...and it was also the night chad took everyone out for dinner to thank them with their help on the apartment thus far...

went to memphis blues for dinner...got the elvis platter and devoured it...

oh and i should mention that ive stolen these pictures from everyone cause my battery died the minute i took it out...

10 lbs of meaty goodness...


Steve, Ashleigh, & Baby Tang...a.k.a Nicholas




paper towel crotch...

allllll gone...

after the meat fest we went to the cambie to watch the transveties dressed in white dance around and 6 cops try and break apart some bar fight...

who spilled beer this time?

beats me...










Marlee and Dario


men




it was angry face night

robyn and brandon

pat and yi hong



could i be any more italian???



the night was fun...the cambie was dirty...and apparently people puke orange there as well...

woke up the next morning and guess what i found...

oh yea thats right...MORE SPIDER BITES...

i swear to god...

do they live in my bed? are they nesting in there waiting for me to fall asleep???

now my foot is bitten and swollen and itchy like mad...i just dont understand...

i JUST changed my sheets too so its not like im sleeping in old gross sheets...

they just seem to love me...

damn them